(via stilllness)
I am so tired of being myself. I get reminded it everyday that i am always going to be alone. No matter what i think like oh maybe this time is different, its not, its all the same. Can a girl ever catch a break? we have this idea thought out in our head that having love in your life makes you happy. This is why i never seem to be happy. That lonely feeling i get at night that honestly hurts. Its not only pain but it gets old after awhile. You gotta think to yourself when does it get better? once i figure that one out, I’ll share my secret with you.
